galveston, oh galveston
Until recent years, our family has tried to go to the Caribbean at least once a year. That sounds fancier than I mean it to sound: as you know, I’m from the Caribbean, and as I’ve gotten older, I’ve noticed that it’s damned near imperative for me to spend time in the West Indies, if only occasionally. For me, going home isn’t about anything more than being in a culture that feels deeply familiar, a respite from living in a country that, while I navigate it well enough, will never feel fully like a part of me. Nothing makes me exhale faster or deeper than standing in the sea in my home region.
Of course, since COVID, the prospect of leisure travel has gone out the window, no matter how personally necessary I may feel it is. So it’s been years since I’ve been back home. But as time has gone on, I realized that Ineededto be near the ocean. Mymind需要它。所以当我向马库斯提起这件事时，他建议我们在附近的加尔维斯顿订一间海滨别墅。尽管加尔维斯顿和加勒比海截然不同，但我还是迫不及待地想去。
As it happens, this summer has been a tough one for my dad — in the last six weeks, he’s lost two of his sisters. First, he lost one sister to COVID. Then a few weeks later, he lost his baby sister, suddenly and completely unexpectedly, due to causes that remain undetermined. Needless to say, their deaths have knocked the wind out of our family, but especially my dad — and it was particularly rough, because he couldn’t fly home for either of their funerals. So Marcus and I decided to invite my mom and dad to come stay with us at the beach.
As Trinidadians, they find the ocean deeply restorative, too.
We all attended my aunt’s funeral virtually last Friday, and Monday, Marcus, Alex and I headed down to the coast. On Tuesday, my mom and dad followed. And we spent the days doing … well, nothing. We sat on the porch and drank cocktails. We ate good food. We flew kites. We watched the birds, and looked at the stars.
We stood in the ocean.
And we all exhaled.
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